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<3 Friday, February 27, 2009
Okay, today is the unofficial last day of REAL! REAL definitely hasn't end yet, and I'm VERY sure it would NOT end! HAHAHAHAHA :) Anyway, today's an energy-sapping day. I'm dozing off now, but do WATCH OUT for my next post of today, because today's TOO exciting to be summarized now in my hypnotised state. Just want to say I really enjoyed today, especially when I got to see the CLASSIC 'crying acts' of Leroy and Xuan Hao! :) :) :) :) It ended my day with a BLAST!

GOODNIGHT for NOW :)

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<3 Wednesday, February 25, 2009
Spoke to Leon for the FIRST time in two years! (official talk :) :) ) It's so hard to catch him online! AND, to think he actually gave up his sleep at 5am just to talk to a comfortable me at 9pm. Thanks LEON :)

I've learnt so much more about him yesterday! When I thought I was so passionate about missions, I found out someone who's EVEN more passionate than me. Really. Wow, Leon, I really do admire you a lot :) I really hope we could meet up again! It has been about two years since we last met. BUT, at the same time, I hope he won't come back in JULY :)

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<3 Saturday, February 21, 2009
I made a VERY IMPORTANT decision today... that is..... to go for the mission trip in CAMBODIA

I was having a hard time deciding until this morning, when minyang affirmed me yet again what I should do. "The Father's business first" as he puts it. So... besides this, I've also tried to seek other affirmations, and VIOLA....

I shall tell you how God affirms me in many different ways.

By prayer: I prayed to God that He would reveal to me His plans, and so, after much meditation and prayer, I felt that I needed to go Cambodia. However, on the other hand, being a typical ME, I thought it might just be my own desire and my deliberate mind trying to talk me into going for a SO exciting one-person mission trip into the world unknown! ( To me at least!)

By Verse: And so, after an earnest prayer, Hebrews 11:6 came to me rather strongly. It says "And without faith, it is impossible to please God, because anyone who comes to him must believe that he exists and that he rewards those who earnestly seek him." Okay, great! Another confirmation =)

By wise counsellor: I spoke to Minyang again today about it, and he encouraged me to follow God's will- out into the harvest field! ( I just realised it rhymed!)

By signs: Okay, as always, when making hard decisions, I would need something a bit more physical, and I thought maybe I could be a little bold to ask God for a sign. Well, since my God can do everything, of course He gave me a sign! BUT it's between me and God! =) Want to know more? Ask me and I WILL TELL YOU!

These affirmations are GREAT, however, nothing beats my FEAR now! I don't know what to expect, what to prepare, my feelings are in a disastrous WHIRL! How much I wish for someone I know to go with me, but I guess if God wants to prepare me this way, I will ACCEPT IT with a SMILE! Well, if anyone feels BURDENED to accompany me, I would welcome that! =) JUST JOKING LAH =) I'll learn to handle this mission trip MYSELF

PRAY FOR ME PLEASE! =)

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<3 Monday, February 16, 2009
I ....AM ......SO ......GOING ......To

EAT AT CARL'S JUNIOR every time I go to VIVO! Vivo's Carl's Junior is a great place to hang out at, so please DO go there!

The REASON BEING: They found my DIARY which I accidentally misplaced, and kept it for me! GOOD PEOPLE =) Haha, but still, Praise GOD my diary was SAFE and SOUND =)

The past two weeks FLEW BY so quickly I didn't really have time to blog. Two fridays ago, we had Prayer and Power night. The sermon was on prayer. Pastor George started off with: Why pray when we know God has plans worked out for us already? Well, The answer is obvious! Prayer works the hands of God! Prayer allows us to connect with God's thoughts, and to listen to directions from God. In jeremiah 29:13, the bible also states that we must seek God with all our heart, and this can only be done through fervent prayer. God knows what should be done, and God wants to use us to accomplish His will, and so, by praying, God would then reveal His plans for us so that we could carry out what He called us to do =) Thus, in all things, we should PRAY.

The past week wasn't that significant either (except for unlimited "fun-ness" planning and laughing with the REAL people) in workshops because we were all preparing HARD for the evangelistic event (Where Is The Love) we had on saturday. Okay, so the REAL story begins NOW!

We had been praying the past few weeks for the event, for God to prepare the hearts the community. We had on our list 30 people. We prepared so much for the games, the layout and the evangelistic message. At 11am, only 3 girls came. I was a little disappointed at first. Even when David and I went out to Swiss Cottage to see if we could bring more people in, no one wanted to go for our event. Nonetheless, I told myself not to question God's plans. More people came at 12, so we decided to carry on with our game, cutting back the number of game booths and changing the role of some of our 30 game marshalls into game players so that the people would not feel awkward. The event carried on still, WITH A BLAST! The evangelistic message was an even GREATER BLAST! I realised that God truly works in ways WE CANNOT SEE. Even though we did not hit our expected target of 60 people, we planted 14 seeds into the lives of the people who went for our event. We have 1 rededication and 1 salvation officially, with 3 others still considering! PRAISE GOD

It is often very true that we measure the success of the events by our own eyes, which I admit bitterly that I had attempted to do that on saturday morning. However, by the time we got to the evangelistic message, I've learnt to acknowledge that God is in control of the number of people He wishes to touch and move in that event. God's presence was so powerful that hearts were touched by Him. Well, this incident has strengthened my faith greatly and it has also taught me that only God can determine what a 'success is'. So what if the number of people who went for our event was only 15? With 15, God is still in our midst! God would still touch the lives of those who came! Well, that's not all, our event ran SO smoothly, our evangelistic message was shared and we had great food! God's hand is upon us all =) We were tired after the event, but none of us fell sick despite all the late nights we had to endure to prepare for the event. Praise God! God worked in the lives of those who came, but at the same time, He PROTECTED us and gave us good health throughout the event=) Priase Him!

This is so long-winded, but the works of God doesn't stop here! He actually showed me how He prepared this young boy, whose heart was almost a zero for God. When I first met him, he was the LAST person I thought would turn up at our Ice-cream event, but he did. God used David to speak to him, to bring him over to crossroads, and to invite him to our event on saturday. I think it was until Friday that he decided to go for our event. He managed to bring his friends along too=) His heart was open to the gospel when the message was shared. Praise God. Now, although he's not yet accepting God, but I know God is still working to bring him closer to Him. God doesn't have to work in huge ways which we can see, but instead, He works in subtle ways which we tend not to acknowledge God for working. I have truly learnt that we should not always conclude that God's not doing anything impactful when actually we do not even know what God's plan is. I think it's really important that we should not assume our thoughts to be God's thoughts.

There's just so much I learnt! Picturees would soon be uploaded! I realised it's far too WORDY.

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