I made a VERY IMPORTANT decision today... that is..... to go for the mission trip in CAMBODIA

I was having a hard time deciding until this morning, when minyang affirmed me yet again what I should do. "The Father's business first" as he puts it. So... besides this, I've also tried to seek other affirmations, and VIOLA....

I shall tell you how God affirms me in many different ways.

By prayer: I prayed to God that He would reveal to me His plans, and so, after much meditation and prayer, I felt that I needed to go Cambodia. However, on the other hand, being a typical ME, I thought it might just be my own desire and my deliberate mind trying to talk me into going for a SO exciting one-person mission trip into the world unknown! ( To me at least!)

By Verse: And so, after an earnest prayer, Hebrews 11:6 came to me rather strongly. It says "And without faith, it is impossible to please God, because anyone who comes to him must believe that he exists and that he rewards those who earnestly seek him." Okay, great! Another confirmation =)

By wise counsellor: I spoke to Minyang again today about it, and he encouraged me to follow God's will- out into the harvest field! ( I just realised it rhymed!)

By signs: Okay, as always, when making hard decisions, I would need something a bit more physical, and I thought maybe I could be a little bold to ask God for a sign. Well, since my God can do everything, of course He gave me a sign! BUT it's between me and God! =) Want to know more? Ask me and I WILL TELL YOU!

These affirmations are GREAT, however, nothing beats my FEAR now! I don't know what to expect, what to prepare, my feelings are in a disastrous WHIRL! How much I wish for someone I know to go with me, but I guess if God wants to prepare me this way, I will ACCEPT IT with a SMILE! Well, if anyone feels BURDENED to accompany me, I would welcome that! =) JUST JOKING LAH =) I'll learn to handle this mission trip MYSELF

PRAY FOR ME PLEASE! =)
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